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Day 2
< p>I woke up with you on my mind, like usual only difference is .. A little earlier, I slept really good last night but thyself because I took a nice shower and just layer in bed and thought.., I thought so until I knocked out and only remember the morning. My mom called me like I asked her to.. So I was up early. I made myself tea and I wore a new outfit so I can feel good about myself. Today I miss you just as much as yesterday if not more. I can only think that on this beautiful day your playing basketball all hot and sweaty and I’m not even there to pass you a bottle of water or a Arizona :( . When you texted me “good morning” my heart jumped out my skin seeing your name on my phone and knowing that I wouldn’t respond only hurt more. I can’t lie I’m nervous. I’m a little nervous.. I got on Facebook and your status happened to be there along with others .. “and yet I’ve come to the realization … I been gone” what does that mean.. I hope your okay, I hope its not in a me and you aspect. Today I’m starting to feel like this time off isn’t good for us. I hope you see the good in this and if you dont I wouldn’t know what to say or do. I think if you don’t miss me or want to talk to me after tommorow I should loose hope. I’m writing these entries to keep my hands entertained from texting you ..I hope you text me again .. Not for me to answer but for me to know your thinking about me .. I want to show you this but then again I don’t .. I don’t until I get your reaction…ugh I miss you baby , and I love you :(
“And everytime I’m ready to go to bed I wish I had you here already undressed waiting for me to lay wit you..” – Sean
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“Well im guessing your on the train I wanted to tell you this so you never forget and you always know I love you your my life and ill never let you go. you mean more to me than life its self and ill gladly have you over my good health I wouldn’t even let go of you if death did us part because to me there’s life after death so its just the start no matter the situation I don’t want to be far apart because how can a person live if there missing half of their heart im pretty sure I made you late so for that I apologize but please babey girl I never want to see tears run down your eyes beacuse the beauty that you hold has the power to hypnotize and I’ve fell victim to your love spell im lost and amazed in a field that goes on for days but ill be in hell if you left me ablaze I love you babey and I will start by showing you in more ways text me when you get off the train.”
“Have a sense of Humor! Stop being so uptight and learn to loosen up a little! Laugh at jokes that aren’t or are funny. Don’t be analytical, just learn a little about sarcasm. Humor is a lovely way to feed happiness into the soul!” – If I practiced this more often, my current life would run a little more smoother. :|
Judge people by their actions.
The brilliance of warfare is that no amount of eloquence or talk can explain away a failure on the battlefield. A general has led his troops to defeat, lives have been wasted, and that is how history will judge him. You must strive to apply this ruthless standard in your daily life, judging people by the results of their actions, the deeds that can be seen and measured, the maneuvers they have used to gain power. What people say about themselves does not matter; people will say anything. Look at what they have done; deeds do not lie. You must also apply this logic to yourself. In looking back at a defeat, you must identify the things you could have done differently. It is your own bad strategies, not the unfair opponent, that are to blame for your failures. You are responsible for the good and bad in your life. As a corollary to this, look at everything other people do as a strategic maneuver, an attempt to gain victory. People who accuse you of being unfair, for example, who try to make you feel guilty, who talk about justice and morality, are trying to gain an advantage on the chessboard. |
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